Monday, December 24, 2012

Tantra, Maithuna!

I wish I had a open-minded partner to practice the act of Maithuna, The tantra sex, with respect and Love.
This is a sacred act that leads us to Heaven, sex without taboos, self, wisdom and Knowledge.
If want to know more google it.




Friday, December 21, 2012

Happy new cycle People!

You've done it :), Happy new cycle, So I leave you with this beatiful music hoping that you are awake too and that you can feel the love and the new energy.
Life feeds on love.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

I'm going to be doing this very soon...

"Dentistry is a profession that requires of those who devote themselves to it, the aesthetic sense of the artist, the manual dexterity of the surgeon, the medical scientific knowledge, and the patience of a monk."




Saturday, December 08, 2012

Jim Doesn't love you!

why would I care about someone selfish like you?
I woke up with a smile every morning to be your man, to show my huge care for you through little things like making your breakfast, to say how beautiful you were to me.
I held your hand so many times to say that I was there and i would always be.
I supported you when you needed it.
I spent my money with you without selfishness.
I truly loved you.
But I'm done with you.
You are dead inside me.
Your words and smile are shallow as my skin.
Can you feel it?
Time is king, no blindness anymore.
So sad that I was always right about you.
I will be there for you if you need a friend or anything, like I promised you, but I will never love you again as a man.
I don't need you, you never gave me anything because you are empty inside.
I always had everything, with you I always felt that I had nothing.

Ps: Jim.

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

The Pot !!!!

Who are you to wave your finger?
Ya' must have been out your head.
Eye hole deep in muddy waters.
You practically raised the dead.

Rob the grave, to snow the cradle.
Then burn the evidence down.
Soapbox, house of cards, and glass,
So don't go tossin' your stones around.

You must have been high.
You must have been high.
You must have been.

Foot in mouth, and head up asshole.
Whatcha talkin' 'bout?
Difficult to dance 'round this one
'til you pull it out, boy!

You must have been, so high.
You must have been, so high.

Steal, borrow, refer, save your shady inference.
kangaroo done hung the juror with the innocent.

Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo
Got lemon juice up in your...EYE!

When you pissed all over my black kettle
You must have been HIGH, HIGH
You must have been HIGH, HIGH

Who are you to wave your finger?
So full of it.
Eyeballs deep in muddy waters
Fuckin' hypocrite.

Liar, lawyer, mirror, show me.
What's the difference?

kangaroo done hung the guilty with the innocent.

NOW!!
You'll weep or, change the cozened indigo.
Got lemon juice up in your high eye.
When you pissed all over my black kettle
You musta been!

So who are you to wave your finger?
Who are you to wave your fatty fingers at me?
You must, have been, out your, mind!

Weepin' shades of indigo
Shed without a reason
Weepin' shades of indigo

Liar, lawyer,
Mirror for ya,
What's the difference?
kangaroo be stoned
He's guilty as the government

NOW!!
Will you weep or, change the cozened indigo
Got lemon juice up in your, EYE!!
EYE!!

Now when you pissed all over my black kettle.
You musta been HIGH, HIGH, HIGH, HIGH.
Eyeballs deep in muddy waters
Your balls deep in muddy waters.
Ganja, please, you must have been out your MIND!!!!

(Adam Jones has confirmed that the title refers to hypocrisy)
By:TOOL

Saturday, December 01, 2012

It doesn't really matter to me...

Finally you realised...
You've killed the past and future...
Now you did let it go, good job, I'm proud of you...
Thanks for the coffee :)
Good luck!

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Sharing something...

Hi readers, I want to share something with you all, lots of you come here to read the things I write, real histories, Abstract ones, and all those things.
These last months have been awesome to me, after going through some gray days far from home, bullshit people, bullshit relationships, bullshit jobs...
After all of this, then I've decided fly home and everything started working out for me...I just can't complain about anything but, that's what I want to share with you, every single decision you make in your life is important, because you are God, a co-creator being, God this beautiful energy,he resides inside you, He is not separate from you, He is you.
Despite everything is good and getting better and better for me, everyday I walk inside a room where I see one of the persons I love then most, lying in a bed, She is very sick, She almost can not eat, sometimes She loses her lucidity, sometimes I think if She dies I die too, and I ask myself why she keeps praying? she doesn't have strength to stand up, to eat, but she keeps praying and every time I bring a glass of water or food, She says very smoothly - Thank you son.
I made this very long, long path, to see her consuming herself in a bed, that hurts me, a lot.
Whatever happens in these next months ahead, I'm ready, because the love She taught me...it is big than everything in life.
But I want to tell you all, trust in yourself, in the light inside you, so you can make the right decisions, Love today, cause tomorrow they can be away...

I love you very much, thanks for everything...

Andre Sant.

Thursday, November 01, 2012

After the dark, Illusion, New Life!

Then He closed his eyes...
The travel in the dark how I called it
He didn't know what to expect
The timing has passed so fast He thought
ticking heavily the clock in his mind
Would they remember my face?
Would God still talk to me?
Am I still able to love those who love me?
Am I giving up? Would I beg for a crash, my death...
Then that bright light to wich I go, over the large sea, I realised she was guiding me...
She told me, - I'm your guide, I've been guiding you, I'm breaking the rocks from your way, and I'll give you a new path, it will seems to be the same, the old, but Son, it is a new path...I know when you cry, I can hear your prayers Son, you trusted me, now I can talk to you and show you my love...
Then from that distant windy land, He began to love again, every little piece of sand, the leaves from the trees...
- I will make you love yours again, and everyone against you, they will fall...Then you will know I've been watching you, I'm your master and I love you...
No more fear, no more tears, life starts again because He knows he is not alone, He had never been...

Andre Sant.

Tuesday, October 02, 2012

Looking towards the sun!

I'm returning to the land of my Birth
Land of wolfs, where the stronger are innocents
I've experienced the lie, now innocence wants to laugh
Where my courage sleeps to hide...
Where naked souls, they dance on the moon light
that's my returning sweet child
Where many die by the sword
I proved flesh
Now I need love.

Andre Sant
London
03/10/12

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Every time I fall

The night tells me a thousand stories
watching the pacific from the side lines
looking for signs in the night sky
where is the love in the city lights?
where is the love in your appetite?
Wishing that I wasn't such a nice guy
wonder what it means to die
I know there is a meaning for it all
The ocean comes to me like a drunk man
I got my verses in a paper hand
Where is god in the genocide?
where are you in my broken heart?
Everything seems to fall apart
The stars moving in a noisy silence
Let the pacific lies
Being upper your appetite
Every bless come with a sad course
A little resurrection every time I fall
Telling me we are emptiness, bones and water
You got your babies and your hearses
I got my verses
a stone
I'm a soul.

Andre sant.

Monday, June 25, 2012

Today!

Have you ever seen a blind man crossing the road trying to get the other side?
Have you ever heard the soft music from the birds climbing the morning trees?
A zero...
An empty space...
Eyes closed...
Such a gift...
the present moment...
it feels great to be alive!

Andre Sant.

Wednesday, May 02, 2012

Tonight...

So much lack of us tonight
I performed 2 days alone in my guitar today
I tried to improve my english
Verb Hurt
I hurt
You hurt
We hurt
Hurting is not having a friend anymore
Hurting is you forgetting so easily
Light up baby
I have two cups
Black coffe no sugar
All the money and time from the world
but not a friend anymore
why we tell fake historys to ourselves?
Light up baby for me...
I won't cry
Cause I have castles in the sky
ferrarri on the street
but so much lack of myself
I have so many trophy in my shelf
Now one more
They are forgotten happy moments
They transformed your little heart in a big avenue
but you can't reach in there anymore
the same way that i can't reach the castles...

By: Andre Sant.

Tuesday, May 01, 2012

After...

After

many years dreaming,

making so many plans

A future for us

After

so many disappointments,

We abandoned each other like so many couples

I want you to be happy

I will be happy too

After

passing nights awake

Waiting for nothing

Draging me down on the floor

in vain

You gave me your back

Didn't give me the answers

I needed to listen

I want you to be better

I will be better also

We both

We've had moments

But our time has passed

We can not deny

It was good

We've done stories

To stay in memory

And join us

I want you to live without me

I'll live without you also

After

we accepting the facts

I'll trade your portraits for someone else

Honey

Let's have freedom

To love a lot

Without betraying anyone else

I want you to be happy

I will be happy too

after

Song By: Marisa Monte (depois)

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Who are you?

Have you ever thought who are you? Some things you don't regret some things you DO regret! Who am I? Am I blessed or cursed? Am I a millionaire? you have been in all the places you want to be, you enjoyed all the pleasures, while some are hungry, you are in a VIP cruise cabin travelling on the Red sea, Atlantic sea, having sex with the most gorgeous girl from the ship, dating top model girls, recording video clip with a famous band you were obsessed with, having a movie director driving you to the hotel...seeing everything you want being given to you so easily... Working with famous people, you don't tell everything to everyone, if they knew, if they knew...I was supposed to be inside the car that my loved cousin died in... being a sensitive freak, knowing more, seeing more, oh ignorance is a bless trust me... How many times feeling guilty for having fun...is just fun...No it is indirect suicidal... You can be writer, dentist, musician, seller haha, seller...the best lover, destroying marriages, when you know so much about the other side and the consequences... Today you too know a lot, because I'm naked...the genius is out... Ava loved me, I never knew how much she knew about me and how much she ignored...She used to think that I'm just a great guy, faithful, a hard worker with an artist soul, Ava so innocent, like the other women, even when they think they are smarts they are still innocents, you can bring a bitch or a saint to your bed in the same way but she was right about one thing between all the women She was the only one I made love with and I loved deep inside... Before the day starts and I start to pretend that I'm like them and have a normal life, well, then forget you have read this because I will lie again...and I'm tired of lies, they kill you inside, slowly, smiling and looking inside your eyes while you are hurting. You were saint and prostitute in my bed and I lied to you. Tonight I'm in this room, not in the hotels, but in this room that I'll leave in a couple of months to travel again, keep searching, keep going ahead, like a hungry lion searching for food in new lands...I can hear the rain in the roof If I'm an evil with all the luck, I just don't really care, I never did...so I lied to you, and if you say that now you know me you lied too Because I'm everything I want to be and everything I didn't want to... I'm something you can't describe, a drug that you will prove again and call yourself crazy for doing this...then I'm an essential EVIL!

By: Andre Sant.

Monday, April 23, 2012

He knew it!

Monday 23 April, 22:58

Yesterday Jesus on his knees washed juda's feet, as a humble servant, with love and dedication, Today Judas betrayed Him with a kiss... My soul no longer rests in your lies! God bless us all.

Andre Sant.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Abstraction of love

My love before love is respect.
My love is sincere and she is touched when she gets a message from me, she feels happy about receiving it.
My love share her daily life with me every day, because She knows I care...She is not selfish.
She always have time to be with me, even in busy days because she knows i'm with her...
She loves the animals because they don't lie...so neither her.
My love respects me because I respect my love
My love never call me lame for writing poetry but she respects me for the artist I am.
She knows the soul I have and she is not surprised when I prefer read a spiritual book than superficial magazines.
She doesn't have anything to hide from me so neither I from her...
But we surprise each other everyday because even respecting each other's spaces we keep our lifes shared.
My love she is never thirsty about sex, because we make love, making love is like drinking water from a peaceful lake, makes you calm, you kill the thirsty, having sex is like drinking salt water from the ocean, always thirsty, looking for the new when the new gets old and tired again...
My love She is pure and she can achieve everything she wants, because no evil can stand on her purity...
My love never calls herself good as she knows daily life is a school for imperfect people
My love is not ashamed by talking about god because she prays every morning and every night with faith not hypocrisy...
My love she sees good in everything but she respects me in every action.
I asked my love which kind of ring she wants, she said why having a ring when I have your love...
The night was made for caring and trust.
And darling, God made this night for us.
Your eyes sparkling like diamonds so white.
I love you darling with all my might.
Sometimes I think my love doesn't exist!

Andre Sant.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bmlvVwOdn4

Meu amor antes de amor é o respeito.
Meu amor é sincero e ela e ela é tocada quando recebe uma mensagem minha, ela se sente feliz por recebê-la.
Meu amor compartilha seu cotidiano comigo todos os dias, porque ela sabe que eu me importo ... Ela não é egoísta.
Ela sempre tem tempo para estar comigo, mesmo em dias movimentados, pois ela sabe que eu estou com ela ...
Ela ama os animais, porque eles não mentem ... por isso nem ela o faz.
Meu amor me respeita porque eu respeito o meu amor
Meu amor nunca me chama de careta por escrever poesia, mas ela me respeita pelo artista que sou.
Ela conhece a alma que eu tenho e ela não se surpreende quando eu prefiro ler um livro espiritual do que revistas superficiais.
Ela não tem nada a esconder de mim, então nem eu com ela ...
Mas nós nos surpreendermos todos os dias, um ao outro, porque, mesmo respeitando cada um os seus espaços, mantemos nossas vidas compartilhadas.
Meu amor, ela nunca está com sede de sexo, porque nós fazemos amor, fazer amor é como beber água de um lago sereno, te acalma, você mata a sede, o sexo é como beber água salgada do oceano, sempre com sede, procurando o novo, quando o novo fica velho e cansado de novo ...
Meu amor Ela é pura e ela pode conseguir tudo o que ela quer, porque o mal não pode estar em sua pureza ...
Meu amor nunca se chama boa como ela sabe que a vida diária é uma escola para pessoas imperfeitas
Meu amor não sente vergonha falando sobre Deus, porque ela reza todas as manhãs e todas as noites com a fé não com hipocrisia ...
Meu amor, ela vê o bem em tudo, mas ela me respeita em cada ação sua.
Perguntei ao meu amor, que tipo de anel que ela queria, ela disse por que ter um anel quando eu tenho seu amor ...
A noite foi feita para o cuidado e confiança.
E querida, Deus fez esta noite para nós.
Seus olhos brilhavam como diamantes tão brancos.
Eu te amo querida com toda a minha força.
Às vezes acho que meu amor não existe!

Andre sant

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Finding the garden...

Someone suggested to me, go to the garden, you may find that you are not alone but you still have yourself.
It was not luxury or excess of any nature, which caused so bright the wonderful picture.
It was the natural expression of all, confused simplicity with beauty, pure art and life without artifice.
No waste of divine simplicity, large trees, beautiful indoor trim, bright and welcoming.
Not only the couple took affectionate flowery roads, groups of ladies and gentlemen entertained in animated conversation, valuable and constructive.
I felt ashamed for letting me in my insignificant solitude, I experienced the silent message of sympathy in the eyes of those who confronted me, was not alone anymore, perhaps lost in low thoughts.
So that simple bench where I sat I could see that those who truly love they are never alone.
But that is easier to get lost in the empty night to wait for another day, so I left the garden and got lost alone in the dark night again.
And then I woke up and you were not here anymore ...
Only the perfume of your presence!

Andre Sant.

Friday, March 16, 2012

Love of mine...

Have you seen those people walking down the street, coming and going,
watches running late, polished shoes, empty hearts, at the end of the day spending time at the bar feeling lonely, faking the heart with a laughter...
Today you feel you are not the same anymore
A shoe that the world doesn't fit anymore
Have you seen the leaves falling from the trees
They are dead, they couldn't survive the cold, cause the beauty of cold is grey, and from the grey they can't survive...
They need a new season to bloom again, bloom in color and life...
Have you seen the love gone away,
Love of mine, I'll meet you next spring...

Andre Sant

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Today

Today I feel that the sun keeps shining and life goes well
In a naked wall I have the questions, so many whys...
Today I feel that from her shadow nothing remains
Today I feel that her eyes are bright and blue
today I feel that her kiss seems to be soft and smooth
Today I feel that she loves me with lies
today I feel that Life is a carousel, spinning truths, lies, giving back truths, lies...
Today I feel that those who you deposit your trusts will be those to let you down
Cause trust is a word that you can't trust.
Today I feel that worth keep being faithful and honest but makes you feel lonely...
Today I feel that I can't feel...

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Life

Already thought everything dissolves into a kiss
And we realize that we are a wasted hug
a dead end
lack of poetry
The short life
Positivism and pessimism
the longing and misery
wealth and stupidity
loneliness and joy
freedom and happiness
defects and successes
Love and the lack of it
smile we are a new day
The laugh it adds the curve to your face
driving the clouds away...

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Hahaha...I put my feet on the floor, this morning a great thing is bringing. I can close my eyes and feel all the good things that are coming into my life, I can breath and clear space for the new things, all good!